Back To Life, Back To Reality

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On most Monday's I feel refreshed. I feel like I accomplished a lot over the weekend and that most things on my to do list have been completed.

This morning I am experiencing a huge amount of anxiety and stress.

I have a meeting with co-workers at my job that I am not looking forward to. Spending an entire weekend worrying about a job just doesn't feel right. It is meant for relaxation, to de-stress and live two days carefree and happy.

As much as I would have loved to experience this, unfortunately it did not happen.

I am doing my best to keep it all together and relieve myself of worrying and thinking too much.

Although this feeling was felt from Friday at 5 until now I am looking forward to making the best of the week. My goal is to start fresh, do my best to manage my time and tasks and come up with a plan of attack.

This weekend I got away from "reality" and had a fun weekend with my mom. She always calms me down, makes me laugh and shows me that life doesn't have to be so bad sometimes.

So in pictures here is how my weekend went down:

My main goal was to find new boots for the fall and winter. Mission accomplished!

You can't experience a weekend without one fruity drink in your life.

We wore Madison out shopping so she needed a little down time. I tried to sleep but my obsession with pinning didn't allow for that.

During my time at the mall I found some really great outfits which is amazing because I usually can't find anything. I was happy to add some new things to my fall wardrobe. Madison had me cracking up, such a little photo bomber!

We reunited with some old friends and Madison had a great time playing dress up with the kiddos.

 

Ending the weekend with a Colts win made for a great weekend.

I pray that the Lord gives me strength, patience and determination to get through this day and the rest of the week.

I really am looking for a sign in the right direction.